for various reasons...my heart hurts today. as in, aches.
the worst is that it's only a small amount of pain compared to what's coming.
how does one bury a child? how does one know their little baby will never go to kindergarten, never learn to read, never ride a bus? never have another birthday, holiday, go trick-or-treating? how do you deal with that? how do you cope? how do you move on?
how do you go on living? i can't even imagine.