Tuesday, February 9, 2010

cancer blows

for various reasons...my heart hurts today. as in, aches.

the worst is that it's only a small amount of pain compared to what's coming.

how does one bury a child? how does one know their little baby will never go to kindergarten, never learn to read, never ride a bus? never have another birthday, holiday, go trick-or-treating? how do you deal with that? how do you cope? how do you move on?

how do you go on living? i can't even imagine.


  1. I don't know how one copes. I'm so sorry. I wish I had the words to comfort you. Sending my love and prayers.

  2. Oh my god, I am bawling. Bawling. I can't imagine what I would do if August never learned to read or went to kindergarten.


    I am so sorry for you guys and for mattie and everyone.